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Sitting with Our Trauma: Discovering God in Our Pain (Book 1 of 1: The Traumatic God)

Trauma doesn’t just hurt—it isolates, confuses, and leaves us asking where God is in the wreckage. Sitting with Our Trauma is a deeply honest and spiritually grounded invitation to stop running from pain and instead, meet God within it.

Blending biblical narrative, psychological insight, and personal testimony, this book walks with survivors through the sacred—but often overlooked—space between brokenness and healing. With reflections on figures like David in the wilderness and the Israelites in exile, author and advocate Kevin McNeil shows how even in seasons of silence, God is not absent—He is forming, restoring, and speaking.

This book isn’t about rushing to healing. It’s about learning to breathe again when the world has knocked the wind out of you. It’s about discovering that even when we feel forgotten, God is still present—still faithful—and still writing a story of redemption.

Whether you are a survivor of abuse, a seeker struggling with suffering, or someone walking alongside others in pain, Sitting with Our Trauma will help you slow down, lean in, and rediscover the God who sits with you before He ever asks you to rise.

What do you care about and is it enough to change the world? - Kevin McNeil

Caring for a Change is not another book about trauma. It's a brave, unflinching call to action for those ready to do more than talk about injustice. Written by former police detective turned advocate Kevin McNeil, this book exposes the systems that claim to care but profit from pain and dares readers to become part of a revolution that prioritizes people over protocol, and healing over hierarchy.

With raw honesty and deep conviction, McNeil shares his journey from a childhood marked by violence, through decades in law enforcement, to a life of community-centered advocacy. Along the way, he challenges everything we think we know about justice, healing, and institutional care and reveals how our misplaced priorities leave children vulnerable and survivors unheard.

This book is for:

Survivors who are tired of waiting for systems to save them
Advocates and professionals seeking deeper, trauma-informed impact
Faith leaders, teachers, and caregivers ready to transform how they serve
Anyone who wants to move from awareness to action

Inspired by the lives of revolutionary figures like Harriet Tubman and Jesus of Nazareth, McNeil argues that real healing demands we step outside broken systems and create new spaces rooted in authentic care.

If you've ever asked, "Why hasn't anything changed?"-this book is your answer and your roadmap.

Healing doesn't start with systems. It starts with us. Welcome to the revolution of care.

In the high-stress world of First Responders, the trauma encountered on the job can leave lasting scars.

This book is a guide to self-recovery, resilience, and empowerment. In this groundbreaking book, readers will find: - An exploration of the unique pressures and challenges faced by First Responders - An intimate look at Kevin's personal battle with trauma and how it led him to a universal solution - A step-by-step guide to the S.A.F.E.R. Method, tailored to help First Responders confront and overcome their trauma - Inspiring stories of healing and hope, providing encouragement for others on the path to recovery Kevin McNeil understands the invisible wounds that First Responders carry.

Through "Sound the Alarm," he offers a way to recognize, understand, and heal those wounds. It's a rallying cry for self-care, understanding, and action. It's a call for First Responders to look within, acknowledge their struggles, and embrace the S.A.F.E.R. Method as a way forward. Together, we can heal those who heal us. Together, we can make a difference. Together, we can... SOUND THE ALARM.

Sarah Clarkston was raised in privilege, but when she decides to pursue her dream of becoming a youth advocate in the child welfare system, her family reacts by cutting off all financial support. Sarah’s intense connection to one of the girls on her caseload plunges her deep into the sordid and shocking world of Atlanta’s sex trafficking industry, where she must confront corruption within the very people and institutions whose stated mission it is to guide and protect the vulnerable.

After a horrific incident Kevin

wants to find a way to disappear. He encounters a strange man who tells him about a mysterious forest that can make all his dreams come true. But the forest will separate him from all his friends and loved ones. Kevin must decide if the pain of his past is worth sacrificing his present and future.

Finally, a great book that helps parents and caregivers with a very difficult subject; abuse.

In this book, Veteran Detective, Kevin McNeil, explains in detail what each parent of an abuse victim should expect during a

child sexual abuse investigation.

He gives explanations of each person involved in the investigation and also explains some behaviors child abuse victims exhibit.